I'm not an Alchoholic

Well, for some reasons I have been kinda miserable lately so I decided to get myself drunk yesterday. At least that's what people would usually do right? Get drunk when their sad?! no?

Anyway, that was the first time I got drunk. So I drank 5 bottles of Carlsberg and the next thing I know, I was letting fly every possible thoughts that stepped into my mind.

And the funniest thing that happened was when I was looking for some tissue paper to wipe my hands. In my worst state of mind, I actually thought the mayonnaise sauce was the tissue paper and I just reached over and grabbed it without any second thoughts.

Of course, my friends laugh the hell out of me =.=

So there's my Merdeka Day celebration... lol

Before the worst...

I'm just going through a really tough patch myself now. Before things starts to get worst, I decided that it was best that I stay away from everything right now.

To that someone special in my heart:
take care, eat well, sleep well and always remember that someone misses you...

Sweet Dreams...

Have you ever wondered why or when do we dream while we sleep? Does our dreams pan out from our personal experiences, through our minds and thoughts or is god actually trying to tell us something through our subconcious mind?

For me, a dream is like being in a different world. A world with a story to tell where you find yourself as the main character of the story. But of all things, you find yourself not being able to control most part of it. You just couldn't control your actions, your thoughts and the only thing you could do is follow the flow of the story. It's like everything you do is written in a script beforehand.

As far as the story goes, all kinds of emotions could be felt which really makes you feel as if its really happening to you. Of course, there are the happy, sad or even horrified moments in one's dreams but sometimes these things just makes you want to stay there forever.

It actually happened to me just yesterday where I had this dream or a story pretty similar to the one I had a couple of months ago.

(Here's the old post)

It just makes me wonder, why did the dream came up again all of a sudden? Is god trying to tell me something or is it because I really missed her that much?

I wonder...

Anyway, here's another nice song. A song from John Mayer for those who are waiting for the right person to come along into their lives...

POWER...!!! Baby...!!!

I've been going through Youtube lately just to keep myself away from boredom... wait... that sounds kinda familiar... something to keep me away from boredom... hmmm...

Anyway, I came across this pretty cool video below with Wade Robson in it. Now have you ever heard of this awesome guy named Wade Robson? No? Wade Robson is actually one of the best dance choreographer around and as described in Wikipedia, "an award-winning choreographer". You should definitely to check out his dance videos, they are absouuuuluteleyy farrrrntarrrrstic!!!

Girls would most definitely go crazy over him

He has helped choreographed dance videos and performances for Britney Spears when she was at her prime and not to mention N'SYNC in the past as well. Also, if your favourite TV channel is MTV, you would have probably seen The Wade Robson Project which is a talent search competition created and hosted by the man himself, Wade Robson.

Now check out Wade Robson in his awesomeness...



Hold on a second...!!! Ain't that the Power brand??

Yes, POWER, one of the our very own Bata Brands shoes. Seriously?! I just think Power shoes are rubbish. I had owned one before when I decided to save my money on buying a branded basketball shoe but the Power shoes just gave my leg a hell of a time. My feet where having blisters and my toes had its skin ripped off so after just two weeks, I left the shoes at where it truly belongs, the dustbin.

No wonder Wade Robson was sweating in the commercials...

P!nk - God is a DJ

My favourite song of the week!!!

JUST SING ALONG!!! :)

Orphan

It was another boring weekend I guess, so my friend, Fei, who's unusually free today because his gf had some dinner to attend to, decided to ask us out for a movie.

And so... we went to watch this movie called "Orphan". With that title, you could probably guess whats the movie related to - child adoption. I'm gonna try not to reveal too much about the movie but just so you know, this is one bad ass movie with a few bloody images that makes you go "WHAT THE F***?!". Definitely not a movie to go to with your girlfriends DUDES!!!

Anyway, this movie is kinda sickening because you will be seeing this cute lil psychotic 9 year old girl manipulating people with her charm, and then BRUTALLY smashing and killing people, and not to mention that she gets away with it every freaking lil time until the end of the movie. (In the movie, she's actually a 33 year old woman but due to some hormon dysfunction, she did not really grow in size)

Isabelle Fuhrman as ESTHER!!! GREAT JOB!!!

One thing you'll get to feel while watching this movie will definitely be the "geram-ness" of watching this lil girl doing what she wants and getting away with it everytime. That's how good of a manipulator and killer she was!

(SPOILER!!!)
Also, we get to know that this girl actually gone crazy and started killing people because her heart was broken once before and in later she feel for her "foster dad" as well. So guess what, her "foster dad" died as well. So what we get to know from here is that, love does make people go crazy sometimes which I'm happy to agree with!

So it's definitely a nice movie to watch but I'm not gonna recommend it to any girls unless you have a big and tough boyfriend beside you to hug. lol.

... and most definitely NO BABIES ALLOWED!!!

Jason Mraz - If It Kills Me

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me