Something always brings me back to you

Had an awesome week which I'm gonna be telling about in my later post. From there, my mood just went downhill as the day goes by. Not to say I'm unhappy or anything but its been normal and okay up till yesterday when I started listening to some new emo songs which you know, just makes you feel sad as well. I actually started listening to Lady Antebellum's Need You Now after heard it while watching American Idol (I don't usually follow but cuz my mom was watching so yea...). Since then the song has been playing on repeat which really makes me emo as well.

But that's not my favorite song now. It has actually been taken over by Sara Bareilles' Gravity which is a really really great song. (really emo) How such a simple lyrics can really mean so much. I actually heard it during one of So You Think You Can Dance performances and after listening to it again while playing pool (yea, it was playing at a pool center, freaking emo!!!), its a really really nice song.

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

[CHORUS:]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

[CHORUS]

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're on to me, on to me, and all over...
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.

P!NK - Glitter in the Air

Here's one of the my favorite new songs by Pink. Not only that, here is what most believed to be her amazing and most breathtaking performance at the 2010 Grammys. Watch for yourself... :)





Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?
Close your eyes and trust it, just trust it
Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?
Have you ever looked fear in the face
And said I just don't care

It's only half past the point of no return
The tip of the ice burg
The sun before the burn
The thunder before lightning
The breathe before the fraze
Have you ever felt this way?

Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
You're whole life waiting on the ring to prove you're not alone
Have you ever been touch so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?

It's only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table
The walk before the run
The breathe before the kiss
And the fear before the flames
Have you ever felt this way?

La La La La La La La La

There you are, sitting in the garden
Clutching my coffee,
Calling me sugar
You called me sugar

Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight
Have you ever held your breathe and asked yourself will it ever get better than tonight?
Tonight

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Owhh and there is a also one of the best cover of Kings of Leon's Use Somebody, sang by Laura Jansen. It was trying to upload it but somehow it had some trouble so please do go over to youtube and search for the video. :)

or jz click here...

Earthquake!

Okay, this is not the first time I have felt an after shock from an earthquake from the neighboring countries, more oftenly, Indonesia. I'm actually writing this as I experienced the trembling of my house just minutes ago and which ermmm... actually made my internet lag as well. So with a little research on the internet after that, I found out that it really was an earthquake which happened in Simuelue, Indonesia.

I don't really know how to describe it but it was definitely scary as I was able to feel 2 aftershocks and the bare sight of my monitor moving back and forth does not help a bit either. Well, I'm actually living on a house which was build on a few pillars below which I don't think is strong enough to hold any major trembling if it does happen. I'm no engineer but the pillars doesn't look solid at all. Anyway, its not that my house is super tall or anything but it does dish out quite a bit of a shake if your actually in the house.

Remember when a 7.6 magnitude earthquake struck Sumatra in September of last year, I was able to feel it and the worst part was seeing the alter banging softly against the wall. That was pretty sick and I actually ran out of the house with my dad just to be safe.

Anyhow, knowing and feeling an earthquake wasn't the best experience. With such slight tremble, it already sent a chill down my spine, I wouldn't want to imagine what's it like being over there in Indonesia. I certainly hope its nothing serious.

One more thing, I always thought CNN had like very updated and the very latest on world happenings but I kept searching and there wasn't any news which almost led to me thinking that it was just me and I'm just being too tired and I really need to go to bed since its 6am in the morning. Not giving up, I googled "asia earthquake" and I got a result from one U.S Geological Survey which showed exactly this...



As we know, there are loads of earthquake happening these days, Malaysia had one small one which really was a huge surprised at it has never happened before, just a few days ago there was one over at Mexico, and now Indonesia again. So, is the world really coming to an end?

Anyway, I do seriously hope nothing catastrophic is going to happen over there and I wish that everyone over there is in good condition.

I'm not entirely sure what am I gonna be posting here but I feel really really demotivated now.

If a picture could say a million things, then this probably is it...

...no worries, ain't gonna suicide.