Gotta Let It Out

You know there a saying that each one of us will always have that only person that we like but we never do to let anyone know including our best friends.

Like so, I really can't tell anyone but I desperately need to let it out or I'll probably not sleep for the rest of the night.

Thing is, I think I have fallen for someone I shouldn't be falling for. My mood now? Confused and fucked up. I would probably get advises like "Just go for it... blablabla...". Thing is, I wouldn't want to lose her or this friendship because of these stupid feelings.

So what's left to do is control myself, ignore, and stay slightly away. That should probably do it until someone else comes along?

"A guy and a girl can never be best friends."

Cheers.