No idea what am I doing to myself now, seems like everything seems to be falling apart rather more acute these days.
I'm just so low in my life now that I don't even feel comfortable being around people.
I'm even running away from my best friends which I don't really have an answer as to why I did that. (feeling of guilt and of not wanting to trouble anyone anymore?)
On the other hand, I do know now how does it really feel like to be alone. No acquaintances, no friends, no best friends, no nothing, not even a single person you can think of. Wouldn't want that to happen to anyone of course, it's definitely not something you want to feel.
Is it crazy to even say that I could be planning a way to get out of this world?
it did cross my mind.
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