"YAY!!! We just won our match and we are into the finals!!!"... That's what I would say in front of all my teammates but deep down inside, I feel a lil uneasy. Well, I'm kinda dissapointed as I did not get to play much and ended up mostly warming up the bench. (or floor) I'm not gonna compain about it cuz I know its a team game and whatever it is, it is probably for the better of the team.
But here right now I just felt so dissapointed. After trying hard and practicing much, I did not even get to feature much. It felt like I wasted my time on this thing. I could have do so many other stuff. I mean like, I'm gonna end up in the bench the whole time anyway, why would I need to practice hard for it? get it?
I do hope we win this but even if we do win it, I would not feel proud of it cuz I did not really play any part in it. I would not call myself a winner like that...
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