Somehow or rather, I always end up not being in the mood for my birthday. In fact I had actually hope it was just another normal day. I just don't handle attention, spotlights or even compliments that well. Seriously, try giving me a compliment and I would really struggle to give you any sort of positive reaction.
It's 30th November 2012, it's my freaking birthday and I really feel down and awful. I got nobody to talk to and have literally shut myself out of the world just in case people starts thinking I'm weak and stupid. I wish I had someone who could listen without judging me.................
