Well, I though I'd just write it all down since I had an hour long bath with so much that have gone through my mind. Let's just say I'm not actually happy with where I am currently and that much is obvious from my previous post if you do follow them.
For one, I have always drive myself from failures and criticism while praises and compliments do tend to do more damage than help. Complacent is probably the word best describe my past few months and indeed CHANGE was the only thing I could think of the whole time in the shower.
Newly bought PS3 kept in the box, no more TV watching after 8pm, a new timetable drawn out and new sleeping time set to 11pm are just simple examples of changes I have made or at least minor steps taken to rebuild my foundations. Of course, its not all just work and study but Muay Thai and a couple of workout schedules are in place for body building which on my side still lacked discipline to achieve those desired results.
Now, reason for this post is not gonna be all that boring stuff of CHANGE or "New Year's Resolution" you might call it, I'm also gonna list down a couple of awesome memory from the year that is 2011 for myself. Note than none of the below are sorted base on favorite moments.
1. Visit to Hatyai, Thailand
This mark the first time I'm traveling with my self-earned monayyy, a trip best remembered for being kissed by my favorite AhGua (TS) performer that night.
2. A Surprise Birthday Sing-Along
A pretty subdued 23rd birthday made better with huge family (a few sporting PYT involved of course) from opposite table singing along to celebrate my birthday at a restaurant.
3. Party Rock Caroling
A caroling performance which featured my first dance since college days. (Okay, I did a performance back at Marcus Evans but that too was almost 2 years now). Not to mention I created the Robot Head from LMFAO.
4. Transformation of my Neo CPS
Did LOADDDDSSS of damage to my pocket but it was satisfying come end of the mod into a full R3 Neo. Those hard earn hours in office made me appreciate my car that much more of course.
5. Top Salesman in Marketing Team
The office had only started to run on volumes and commissions in May. I'd struggle in last spot 2 months in but manage to pull myself together to earn the top spot heading into the new year with an "out of this office" volume recorded in July.
Not least, "FRIENDS" should be the best of all moments and like the saying goes "the best moments can only be experienced and not explained". I might have experienced one of the lowest years of my life but at moments my best friends have been around for me. I might struggle to show my appreciation but deep down inside I am grateful for all of it.
And that spells the end of posting for 2011 and leaves much hope for a much better year ahead in 2012. A few items on the agenda for 2012 is of course to grow out those long hairs of yester years, a better ME, and also a trip to Bali to look forward to.
Signing off now with a very happy new year with great hopes, love and peace to all and more importantly my loved ones.
Cheers.
