What can I say... hmm... well, I just feel really bad and disappointed for myself right now.
Let me just explain from the top. Today was the sports carnival organized by the company for the whole Middle East sales office and we have been divided into four teams to compete in basketball, futsal, badminton as well as ping pong.
It was at a time when the team needed to get a crucial win in badminton over the nearest team to get at least a silver medal. What happened next was... I played, I sucked, and I lost which meant the team's final overall position was only 3rd placing. In other words, I also helped the team lost the silver medals.
Although we had won all the basketball matches, it still counted for nothing in the end...
I fucking hate losing...
My beloved racket :(
Anyway, no excuses here, it was all my fault. Sorry team...
Let me just explain from the top. Today was the sports carnival organized by the company for the whole Middle East sales office and we have been divided into four teams to compete in basketball, futsal, badminton as well as ping pong.
It was at a time when the team needed to get a crucial win in badminton over the nearest team to get at least a silver medal. What happened next was... I played, I sucked, and I lost which meant the team's final overall position was only 3rd placing. In other words, I also helped the team lost the silver medals.
Although we had won all the basketball matches, it still counted for nothing in the end...
I fucking hate losing...
My beloved racket :(I also broke my badminton racket in the process so I'm just gonna stop playing for until god-knows-when. Its also sad because this was my very first racket which I used when I started taking badminton seriously during primary 5th. This racket was picked out by my coach and has a slightly longer frame which was actually useful 11 years ago when I had short hands and feets.
Anyway, no excuses here, it was all my fault. Sorry team...
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